I’m so tired, so dreadfully tired of waiting and I’ll explain. As a poor college student working part time at the same college isn’t stressful enough. I get a constant emotional struggle at home, with the only friends I truly know are hundreds if not thousands miles away from me. I just want/wish that I could speed up time to where I am free to do whatever I want and not be punished. To finally live life like I always dreamed I could. It would be a dream come true, but there is one person I stick to the present for a friend, brother, and maybe/hopefully something more. They are younger then me and I would give anything for them.(just typing this brings tears to my eyes) They have become more to me then anyone else has ever, I’ve told them many times that I loved them. Yet it seems that my love just doesn’t weight much at all. Anyways thank you for reading this, it means more to me then you think.
Ah love.
Do remember to take breakfast before work.
Glasses on & reading your lives,
TopHat